XoxoSilentSecretsXoxo
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Post by XoxoSilentSecretsXoxo on Sept 5, 2013 23:36:48 GMT
>.< Wow Jay!  ) weren't you the lucky ducky ^.^ lol and your idea is good for the halloween MEP I'm hoping my Group will have one to (I doubt  no one participates!!!)) Lol ^.^ -highfive- |
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Post by AsterousNinja on Sept 6, 2013 17:35:12 GMT
jasonguitarhand:- That sounded like it was a lot of fun! ^^ And yes, a halloween video would be awesome! And you upload the MEP on your account ^^
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jasonguitarhand
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Post by jasonguitarhand on Sept 7, 2013 12:01:32 GMT
Yes Madamme, Oh and guys... You guys won't believe what I've been going through last night... Is it ok if I can talk maybe some 18+ things here? AND NO, NO SEX IS INVOLVED IN WHAT I'LL SAY. BUT IT SHOWS HOW MUCH OF A GOOD FRIEND I AM! BTW, New Katy Perry Song is awesome. Kitty Purry! x3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=CevxZvSJLk8And this other song I will be listening for the next 48 hours! www.youtube.com/watch?v=QqbMT9NNYWk |
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Post by AsterousNinja on Sept 7, 2013 17:43:17 GMT
jasonguitarhand:- Haha it is ok to talk about that... maybe I will make a 18+ chat thread or something and haha ok XD
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XoxoSilentSecretsXoxo
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I'm not perfect anymore. Take the words away... and give me back my skills. --Cassandra Cain
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Post by XoxoSilentSecretsXoxo on Sept 7, 2013 18:28:03 GMT
DX Niamh you need to go check the studios messages on youtube. I sent one  |
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Post by AsterousNinja on Sept 7, 2013 22:09:27 GMT
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XoxoSilentSecretsXoxo
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I'm not perfect anymore. Take the words away... and give me back my skills. --Cassandra Cain
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Post by XoxoSilentSecretsXoxo on Sept 7, 2013 22:45:59 GMT
 I sent the link to it ^.^ Tell if you want any changes to it. I'll probably make a few more so you can chose from. |
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Post by AsterousNinja on Sept 8, 2013 0:56:13 GMT
I love it thank you! ^^ I have sent you a reply PM just so you know ^^
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XoxoSilentSecretsXoxo
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I'm not perfect anymore. Take the words away... and give me back my skills. --Cassandra Cain
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Post by XoxoSilentSecretsXoxo on Sept 8, 2013 1:51:07 GMT
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Post by gaaraloveralwase on Sept 8, 2013 3:39:48 GMT
i remember the times when i wasn't aloud to hear or read anything 18+...i love being of age now!! haha xD though it never stopped me from watching all those rated R movies when i was younger...or reading fanfiction...
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Post by AsterousNinja on Sept 8, 2013 10:59:27 GMT
Haha fan fiction and movies are probably the 18+ stuff that I will watch and read... XD
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jasonguitarhand
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Post by jasonguitarhand on Sept 19, 2013 2:03:00 GMT
Allright... Round Two. Round two of talking about how my life has been so far the last two weeks. I haven't been editing much recently. The only time I did heavy editing was back when I did that FM Static video. But guys, it's mostly because I wanted to focus on trying to get the best start of Uni possible? Review? Well... It's been amazing. The first week It's been nothing but fun. Helping the new students around. Making good friends from them, hell even two friends were from high school and I literally FLIPPED when I found out that they were coming to the uni. I was really dead happy. I’ve been going out a lot, went out to bars to have drinks (yup I drink, don’t judge =]) going to disco’s and it’s all been fun. The last time I went to the disco, it costed 25 pounds, but it was well spent because me and all my friends had a good time. And I met this one girl who was extremely cute, we danced so much I got a make out session with her and she perfected my night. But one friend got sick, so we left as early as 3.00 AM, yup 3.00 AM is early when it comes to disco nights in my honest opinion. After that I decided to sleep over the couch on the tv room of my uni. Thankfully no one came… I slept only 4 hours which after a heavy night is pretty tough… But I woke up and it was a beautiful morning. So I can honestly say, I had an amazing night out. But then I realized some things that have been pretty painful for me to face. I realized my happiness lied outside the house. Why? Because at this “home” I feel alone and I just feel… empty… I have to be honest, living with my Aunt and my Dad is not easy, as their lifestyle separates from the person I am or the person I’m trying to be. When we have a difference of opinion two tides are against me. Sometimes they don’t think that I know what I want or what I’m doing… and that’s absolute Bull. Ever since the summer. I’ve been doing so much soul searching, trying to figure out who I truly am. And here is something I’ve learnt… “In order to be happy, You must accept your pain”. It sounds sad, but it’s true. Ever since I accepted my Pain. Things can lead to lots of good things. But I find my pain to be here… in this house, I don’t feel it being a home at all… and in a way, I could say I’ve been homeless for almost a year. Everytime I’m here I feel down, Everytime I wake up I feel shocked that I’m still living here, Everytime I see my aunt & my dad I feel empty, and everyday I ask my dad is their anything new about us going back to our old lives or even seeing my mom? Nothing…. But I feel so much better when I’m outside the house. But that has caused me to be away from BFLS, my editing, and almost everything in YT. I really do care for the forums but what can I do when I’m not in a comfortable position? I have a friend who she and I are in this group. And I didn’t have time to do my parts because of my soul searching and my pursuit of happiness. In the message she sounded really upset… And I told myself… “I’ve failed you..:” it’s not my intentions to fail anyone, even my friends. Because come on, YOU GUYS ARE MY FRIENDS. I don’t want to fail anyone. But I’ve got to find a way to deal with this…. I try to be there for my friends. One friend in a night out got s**t faced, and he was gonna puke so much. As a good friend. I took him to his dorm, I grabbed a plastic bag and he puked so much it was almost spilling (true story)… But I guess I’ll have to accept a lot of pain in order to achieve happiness. Now I shall find time with editing soon…. Or maybe take a hiatus. Who knows. What you guys think I should do? -jason |
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Post by gaaraloveralwase on Sept 19, 2013 3:58:26 GMT
This is what i do when i find myself in a situation like that. I try and make a video, just about 30 seconds or less and see how far i get. When i think its done and i watch it and see how it doesn't flow or its just looks ridiculously awful i take a break form editing. I just stop it until i figure things out. I have come to realize that i do my worst editing when i am going through problems and until i figure out what that problem is i wont be able to make good videos. Maybe a hiatus is the right thing to do, maybe not. You wont really know unless you try and see what you can edit at this moment. This may not work for you and might just be a me thing but you never know. I understand how important it is to make your part of the video and sure your friend maybe be a little let down because they will have to find someone else to fill that role. In all honesty though, if someone told me they couldn't finish their part because they are going through some stuff i would rather they drop and try and solve what they are going through then give me a bad part that looks like they did not even try simply because they were just not in the mood or in the right state of mind. I know i wouldn't want to give someone a bad mep part or make a bad video due to the lack of focus on my part. The sooner you realize you actually do need soul searching and you take care of it the sooner you will be back to making the amazing videos that you make.
(this probably sounds harsh and i'm deeply sorry if it is and offends you. I am not trying to come off that way, I'm just giving my supportive no bs opinion i give my best friends a lot. So feel free to ignore it if its not what you where looking for. Again sorry if its a little rude!!)
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Post by AsterousNinja on Sept 19, 2013 16:26:49 GMT
jasonguitarhand:- Awh I am sorry you don't seem very comfortable at that house, I felt the same way (in some ways more than others) when moving to England from Scotland, it may sound stupid that I felt like this, but only because I missed all my aunties and cousins who live there and my granddad (RIP) who also lived there, but now I am down here I am doing very well and I am very comfortable, but I think gaara's opinion isn't too harsh and I'd actually follow that advice if I were you - because I sort of was - so please do whatever you'd like that'll make you feel better! ^^
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jasonguitarhand
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Post by jasonguitarhand on Sept 20, 2013 0:17:26 GMT
Guys on the contrary,the advice has been really helpfull... But I can't just walk away from these projects. I'll have to finish the part and then take that Hiatus. But I'm now thinking about this... What if I make a video, and you guys see if the video truely reflects that I need a hiatus? If I need a hiatus I'll be off for a while. Again thank you guys! truely incredible feedback and honesty is the best give one can recieve! |
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) weren't you the lucky ducky ^.^ lol 
no one participates!!!)) Lol ^.^ -highfive- 
I sent the link to it ^.^ Tell if you want any changes to it. I'll probably make a few more so you can chose from.
